We were young, we were dumb, but we had heart.

I gained every bit of love for you, lost nothing but time, i wish i could be with u , so i dont gotta rewind. Back to our old messages reading them wishing you were mine. Every second of the day i pray that it happens every time. I could feel my heart melting when you tell me that you love me we live so far but at heart ur so close to me i wish i could just hold u once and show you what you mean to me. And give you everything you want cause baby u please me. You deserve every little thing cause you impacted me i gave my heart to you so easily. Cause you truly are the one. Baby i really want you to see . We finally found eachother after years of searching. You were made for me and i was made for you so i can quit hurting. I get so happy everytime i see u. No its not in person but i wish i could just be with you. Call you mine and just be happy. Laugh and smile and just be true to u. I wish i could look into your eyes and lean in slowly for a kiss. There are no words to describe how you got me feeling like this. I can wait on you forever and i mean it cause thats what im doing right now so believe it all started with one glance and a smile Its never gonna end just wait til forever dies. I really do love you baby M.M Xoxoxo

I’m international, the niggers are domestic
Fuck em with a ball and usually bringen out the best in
And when it’s over you can count me as your blessing
Cause every single loss in your life is a lesson
I’m on, and I know I am
And I ain’t in nobody rush cause I know my plan
Money first, women second, and you hoes is last
Cause I don’t wanna fuck if I know I can
And yeah, you got a butt, but your soul is whack
You like a coke bottle but the soda’s flat
Your style like the plastic on the sofa set
And run and tell your homegirls I told ya that
Look, damn, flow kinda tough
And I don’t hate y’all I just only love us
The title that I hold is what every one wants
But still I play the game like I never one once

You think you know someone for a long time, until they change as a person. Until they decide theyre better than you or cooler than you. You feel like you were there to see them grown yet they turn back around and grow into theyre own dirt . Until they make a complete mess of who they used to be just to get noticed.

The worst feeling a person can get is being able to feel so alone is a room full of people. People who might just happen to love you, hate you, share the same interests, or have completely the opposite taste. But still feeling so alone. Like no ones there. Looking at all the smiling faces and asking yourself why cant i just be like that? No because you feel like every person is a vivid image, a still picture. You want to go slightly glide your hand across it but once you try to someone tries stopping you. You want to walk up to it and analyze is but one you do you feel as if everyones watching. Same idea.

Ive told you this a couple of times. Im crazy. I want you. Im crazy and i want you.

We constantly spend our precious time chasing after something thats not there. Something we all dream of. We dont realize that the only thing that is truly infront of us, is reality. All of our younger days we were told to follow our dreams not knowing that with joy, there is pain. With dreams there is reality. Growing up as a human, trying to achieve what i always wanted in a crowd full of people wanting the exact same thing. You cant just “follow your dreams” you have to form a mountain and climb it slowly. There is no straight line. There is struggle and there is competition. But that shouldnt matter. If you really want your dreams. The only thing that should be standing in your way is a pair of shoes to slip on and a path to walk forward in.

Im morbid, and god forbid, if i ever find someone like you , just leave em and say i already did. Forget you stick all your things in a box and close the lid. Burn it all burn it all and hide the ashes. Bury your remains so they wont haunt me from my past and. Give you nothing like im returning a favour, cause karmas my bitch and its gonna bite ur ass now or later.

Expectations lead to disappointments

This right here is the diary of a gangsta, i was born and raised in a ghetto ass hood. Never knew the good life, so i thought the life im living is good. Mama working and my dad left me so i never understood. Thought life was hard without one so i stepped up to my plate. I was there for my younger brother giving him a great mind state. Got a little older started hanging with the thugs. Roaming the streets looking for some love. Selling what i can for some money in my pocket . So i could feed my family , everydoor i saw i would knock it. The Struggle to survive was the hardest but i rocked it. It aint easy when every one underestimated . So this is to all the bitches that hated, and the hoes i dated and the homies that faded. I just wanted to thank you cause without your motivation i probably wouldnt have made it.

If i could tell you one thing, it would not to fuck up in life. Because chance are you will, its like rolling your dice. Its only got six sides so same idea youve only got so many tries.